Favourite.

Tears dont mean your loosing,
every bodies bruising, theirs nothing wrong with who you are. - Jessie J.

Who You Are - Jessie J. Listen to it. My fav song at the moment.

I know those lyrics above are true. But im not quite content with myself yet.

Hopefully one day i will get there. That's my aim.

Sometimes people do think crying is weak and sometimes i am one of those people. 

If im am in a right state of mind though, I know that crying is a good thing. 

It's healthier than cutting, purging or drinking. 

Clubbing = Fail.

So i went to go clubbing last night with two of my good friends but it ended up as a fail.
I didn't realise until we got into town that i hadn't bought my ID. I thought i had it.
I dont know if i was too drunk or just an idiot! You choose. Fail, Lillie.

Depression.

Depression. Depression. Depression. Depression...... Its such a harsh word to hear.

I dont know how long ive apparently been 'depressed' for. But I got clinically diagnosed when i was 18. Thats when i was brave enough to ask for help. I started with Fluoxitine. Now im on Zoloft/Sertraline. 

I also take Quetiapine for my anxious thoughts and to help me stop thinking so much so i can sleep. 

I love these babies, Life savers!

Depression is not a sign of weakness it is a sign that you have been trying to be strong for too long.

Really? Or its a chemical imbalance. 

Anorexia VS Cocaine.

'While anorexia is not cocaine addiction, the illness does involve differences in dopamine levels and receptors in the brain. '

These ugly eating disorders are an addiction in themselves.

I personally dont think you can compare any addictions weather it be drugs, sex, gambling, eating disorders;

they all are as hard to go through as one an other, i suppose.

If i treated you how I treat myself, you would hate my guts. 

I think this woman is a legend.

Jessie J.